The voices in my head
they've come back again
they're not going away, they're not my friends
I could fight em off
all that I want
but in the end they'll always come back to taunt
me, livin' in a fantasy
spend most my time, daydreaming
about a better time, about better days
dont be mad when I dont hear you call my name
cause im not really here half the time
half the time im deep in my own mind
Im feelin fine, is the biggest lie
that I keep tellin everyone that wonders why
I act the way that I do
I just want to tell you
I act the way that I do
Cause I just want to tell you
All I, want to do
is tell you, how i feel
and its not okay x2
Second verse, and it only gets worse
when my brain starts to burst someone call the nurse
cause im gonna need some help
wont be able to get through this all by myself
well, hell thats the way life is I guess
thats the way life is I stress
sometimes I cant get outta my own head
sometimes I think im better off ...
yeah I'm not even gonna say it
not even gonna entertain these demons
with the negativity that they need to feed
instead ill kill em with positivity like
yeah, one day ill be okay x3
but for now let me tell you how I really fuckin feel
All I, want to do
is tell you, how i feel
and its not okay x2
credits
released December 14, 2016
Produced and Written by Emdee
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